2006-09-20
I started working at C3 today. It hasn't been too bad. My instinct is to be very guarded and very defensive, but I know that being this way only helps to keep me as tense as I am.
I still hate my job, but I can't let it dictate my life and my moods. I need to be bigger than this.
I'm home for lunch. I don't think I've ever been able to do this before. I think I could like it.